Pseudo philosophical nonsense

I just suddenly felt like writing something on my blog so here I am. I've been intending to actually write here regularly, but that didn't go too well, now did it?

As the title might (or rather, does) imply, I'll be raving about life and the little bumps along the way. It's the summer holidays now and I don't have awfully much to do, but I've been thinking a lot. Thinking is something I do often, even at times I really wished I could stop thinking for a while. Far too often have I lain awake for no reason just thinking of trivial matters or my past mistakes. Sometimes I feel like talking about these things to others, but does it really matter in the grand scheme of things? Will someone I talk to about these matters really remember or care in 5 years? Will I? I do not believe anything good can come from dwelling on the past. Looking back, there are things I would have done differently even just a year or two back, but what good does it do to me to ponder what went wrong and how things could have gone better? Surely we can all learn things from our past mistakes, but beyond accepting our past and learning from our mistakes, it does one no good to reflect on those things. Yet, I can't help but to do so, which is the reason I'm writing this blog post. Perhaps now that I can share this with... myself? I can just forget about it.

And on an unrelated sidenote, having a lot of free time, but little to do with it can really dull your mind in certain ways. I live right by the sea with a small forest right next to it and some cliffs with a fantastic view over the ocean behind my house and everything is as beautiful as ever in the summer, yet, I've appreciated all this very little during the summer holiday.

After writing this, I'm already looking forward to writing my next blog post, which I unfortunately won't be able to do until Friday because I'll be at my grandparents' summer place until then (starting from tomorrow) with no internet access. Oh well, such is life.